Umbrella
A Journal of poetry and kindred prose


Guy Kettelhack

has authored, co-authored or contributed to more than 30 nonfiction books. His poetry has appeared in print and online journals, including Melic ReviewWORM 33Desert Moon Review, Hiss Quarterly, and Anon. His poem “Alter Ego” was selected as a quarterfinalist in the Lyric Recovery competition in March 2004, and he won the Margaret Reid Poetry Prize for Traditional Verse in November 2004. 

Twenty of his poems appear in the New Pleiades Anthology of 2005.  Book 1 and 2 of Soho Poems & Drawings About Drawings (collaboration with Norman Shapiro) can be found at ufemisms.com.

He lives in New York City.


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And So My Darling

Welcome to the brutal grinding force!—

this blinding metamorphic Universe beyond
all human measure—cursing—blessing—

and through the energy and matter of the best
and worst of it resides no test, no dare, no prayer.

The mess around us doesn’t care: it’s far too
busy dressing in its is. And so, my darling,

pop or fizz or press or flow—you cannot
kiss it into yes—or chop it into no.

What maybe you can do is watch the show.

 

 

Garbage Day on West 73rd Street

Torn black plastic trash bag, vast array
of spill: it’s pink and yellow, white and sky-blue
baby bears and bunnies, doggies—mashed

contorted, laid bare on the sidewalk, stuffed
for play, appallingly astray. An upper west side
childhood thrown away? A fond array of small

pretend friends, here upended, once owned
by a crazy lady whose mad disbelief her death,
or right dose of Welbutrin, now cannot suspend?

Some tortured academic’s bête noir habit
heaved outside in desperate hope that this time
he’d be able to survive without resorting to—

cavorting with—his zoo of twee? (Disgusting
cuddly-wuddlies!) Someone’s loss, at any rate,
defines this mass and toss of terrycloth and plush,

foam rubber, cartoon eye, bright grin; this heap
of echoes—embryos of loneliness—dropped
here like an unforgiven sin, destined for the bin.