Knowing you are battling the depression monster does explain a lot. You do get rather obsessy about things, but that's part and parcel of the illness. In my experience, it's sometimes easier on the person to obsess out rather than in (things can get dangerous in there). Nemo's point, which you well received anyways, is that it can get annoying for the bystanders when one does too much obsessing out. If that makes sense.
Stick around, or go off and write by yourself. Whatever gets works for you. Just be careful of too much isolating.
Best,
Jeanne
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