Thanks for the comments. As I said above I'll have to come back to this after letting it sit. My plan, and it failed, was that the trip was so short that distance wasn't the cause of the change. But it's a bit of a mess at this point. As Nemo said I need to lean into the different and don't yet know how to do that successfully. If someone has ideas I listen, but I don't want it to become more rational.
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