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Sarah-Jane:
(because imo things are going to get more, not less, shit, as we suffer the economic consequences of COVID-19)
I don’t know about that, Sarah-Jane. In the short-term, maybe... In the long run, ingenuity and innovation are powerful cohorts of creativity and imagination.
And yes, I’m happy; and no, not because of the new year. I find I’m happier to see each new day than I am any arbitrary new year. (It is still "21" in my head.) Each new dawn is still called dawn and is like an old friend.
— Oh! And we used paper plates all through the holidays!
It is a tradition of ours to have French toast as our First Breakfast. It’s been a year since I opened the jar of Vermont maple syrup that has been stowed away in the fridge since last year (you see how slippery time can be?!) I had to use pliers to free the cap loose of its sugary crust. This year’s bread happened to be sourdough and was full of air holes. She said no to it. I ate alone.
We moved the TV into the bedroom on New Year’s Eve. Our final move of the year. (I get the urge to re-arrange things on a whim.) It turned out to be the right move. We watched a mediocre holy movie and fell asleep. I dreamed it was moving day. It all happened so quickly. Everything was moving. Now I’m here!
This year I resolve to stop trying to make sense (as you can probably see by now) because nothing really does make sense or everything makes sense no matter if you want it to or not; so, I resolve to (stop trying to) make sense. I will reserve the right to revise.
(And no, I do not drink more than two cups of death a day but it will still kill me someday.)
Forward to the present.
Fire
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