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I watched it twice yesterday (It was a slow day

). I loved the way the story is told. The visualness of it. The absence of a narrator. The way the camera captured everything.
But ultimately, after letting it distill, I found it to be depressing… Yes, there are moments of revelation and inspiration that bubble up, but in the end, it made me feel sad that this man, this village, invested so much time and skill to create — nothing, really. Souvenirs (Btw, I found the brief appearance of the Dutch buyers to be the nadir of the story. It brought face to face the exploitative nature of the materialist/capitalists with the dreamer victims of that exploitation. Face to face. It was devastating. But Zhao recovered, made his pilgrimage to Arles, felt the exhilaration that Van Gogh felt, visited his gravesite and had a smoke with him, and began his journey backwards to discover his own talent for painting, which was clearly miles below that of the great VanGogh’s). So it was depressing in that regard.
I found Zhao to be both admirable and maddeningly naive. How could he not realize that what he was doing was not what he thought he was doing? It also brought into focus the exploitive nature of global commerce and how it preys on the ignorant, the poor.
Ann, I can't help but think that the boy, who seems so buoyant and curious and hopeful, will not get his opportunity to study abroad and instead follow in his father's footsteps (that was the other part that devastated me. When Zhao sat alone and wept into the camera at where his life had taken him.)
Thanks for this Julie. It is a beautifully constructed documentary. It's a reminder that we have so far to go — Which reminds me of the VanGogh quote from a letter to his brother Theo that is shown at the beginning of the movie:
"I'm walking toward a place that I thought was very close, but perhaps it is very far away."
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