Part
prose, part poetry, and including a selection of Murphy's father's
memoirs of his own childhood in the same harsh North Dakota farm
country, the book is an evocation of a place the author knows well.
We come to see, obliquely, that it's a lonely, hard place. We come
to see, more clearly, that Murphy is a lonely, hard man.
He
begins with a short poem, "The Godless Sky." It's rhymed and somewhat
technically adroit; yet emotionally underdeveloped. In it, Murphy
surveys the scene from a small plane flying over his family's lands,
which have been ruined by a flood. He ends the twelve lines by telling
us, "An uncle stauncher than I/ bears the cross/ of another loss/
under the godless sky." We're left with little but a sort of wistful
sympathytoo bad for the uncleand a vague curiosity:
What does Murphy himself think or feel, up there in the Godless,
but not Timothy Murphy-less sky?
This
same lack of emotional engagement, imagination, and, it seems, curiosity,
pervades much of the book, especially the prose sections. Murphy
doesn't seem to know what to emphasize in his stories about his
familypeople get a quick line or two and then are dropped.
Here, for example, is what he says about his relationship with his
grandmother: "...I was Tessie's first grandchild. We were extremely
close, and I was steeped in her tales of struggle. Most children
told of the bad old days squirm and close their ears; but I listened,
and those stories haunt me still." And...? we think, waiting to
hear one, but that's all we get.
In
the next paragraph, he skips to his mother and father's relationship.
He tells us his father "met a beauty from Duluth, an aspiring actress
who took the leads in university theatrical productions. His fate
was sealed when he saw her play Lady Macbeth. To this day he looks
at her and mutters, "Screw your courage to the sticking point."
I suppose it's a family joke, but at least once, it must have been
witty. What if he said it, for example, while she was changing a
diaper or about to greet a difficult guest? But we never know, for
on Murphy skims, to say that "Mother's prospective career was derailed
when she bore five children in six years. In retrospect her sacrifice
and devotion seem so daunting to us all that none of us has emulated
her. Like so many of our fellow Boomers, we have small families
or none, and we put our careers first. Yet we sometimes wonder what
we're missing."
This
last paragraph is a sort of masterpiece of unexamined assertion.
The questions it raises are at the heart of the writing of a book
like thisquestions of motivation and interaction, of self
knowledge and knowledge of others, of the forces of place and culture
at work on us. Why did his mother have so many children so quickly?
Were her reasons religious? Did she seem to regret the decision?
Did she, intentionally or not, cause her children feel responsible
for it? To say that you consider your mother's sacrifice and devotion
so daunting that you couldn't possibly imitate her is to imply a
great deal, but the weak cliché Murphy uses at the end renders
the story pointless. If he ever even considered any of these questions,
we aren't to know.
Here's
the last thing he has to say about his mother for many pages: "Each
summer at our lake cottage, forty miles to the east, Mother staged
performances of A Midsummer Night's Dream with her offspring, and
in the winter she organized children's theater companies to tour
tiny North Dakota towns. Though I inherit my passion for literature
from both sides of the family, it was my mother who introduced me
to Shakespeare at the age of seven."
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